Like waiting years to buy winning lottery tickets, then they just magically vanish from car to place of residence.
To me, God is cruel, always really has been if study religious books carefully.
Seems either in favor of 'god', or 'the gods', or are not, and behavior, ethics, character, seem to have little to do with it.
Seems 'god' or the 'gods' either like you are not, and your own individual behavior seems to have zero to do with it, is why so many people of rotten character always seem to flourish, while those who are innocent in character, do nothing wrong, have irons hanging around neck.
Tired of the game, if god wants to kill me, than should just do it, instead of forcing me to live a life of lost dreams.
